Sage Xing

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Sage Xing

• No you don’t know what it’s like…Welcome to my life. •

»»Full Name: Sage Xing
»»Nicknames: Sagey, Sage-kun, Sa-kun
»»Canon or Original: Canon and Original
»»Zodiac: Nope
»»Birthday: December 25th Age: 18
»»Gender: Male
»»Sexual Orientation: Bi-curious
»»Occupation: Student (Outside of school he does a business internship.)
»»Eye Color: Brown
»»Hair Color: Black
»»Height: 6’1”
»»Weight: 110 lbs.
»»Overall Appearance:

Sage stands very tall for his age. He is extremely fit and has a very thin figure. His eyes are a deep brown color that you could get lost in; especially when he himself is lost in thought! He also has medium length black hair that tends to be a bit shaggy. He often is seen getting complaints about it not being proper enough for a man of his age. Sage however doesn’t care and likes to keep his hair the way it is. He also tends to wear a hat from time to time to keep it manageable; sometimes he even does this to tuck his hair under it to avoid the constant nagging that he gets at home!

To go along with his pale skin tone he has a pair of black glasses that he chooses to wear constantly. He prefers them over contacts, but he is also caught wearing contacts at certain times or events in order to appear more professional. His fingernails are long and in perfect condition and his face is still maturing a bit, but it doesn’t stop people from calling him adorable!

His casual clothes tend to be a red or black t-shirt with a pair of black or dark blue skinny jeans to match his attire. He gives off almost an emo hipster or skater image at times. When going to a formal event he’s seen with a collared shirt and a tie to match with a very nice pair of slacks. He doesn’t really like that though. More or less it’s his mother’s doing and nagging because she has wanted him to be the heir of the family for a long time.

If you do observe him rather closely you may see marks on his arms or wrists. You may even see bruises at times. These usually come from the kids at school who tend to bully him or even sometimes from his teacher’s outside of school that his mother has hired to help train him to succeed over the family.

»»Likes: 5+

»»Dislikes: 5+

»»Strengths: 4+

»»Weaknesses: 4+

»»Habits: 3+

»»Personality:

Sage is normally a pretty determined guy. He always seems like he doesn’t seem to care about the things that go on in his surroundings. He gives off a very cool and laid back demeanor for the most part and he just tries his best to blend in and get by in life. He has a hard time controlling his emotions and has habits of snapping at people if he gets too upset at them for the things that they do. He is terrified deep down that if he gets too close to someone that he may hurt them because of this and lose them. This led to him making the choice of isolating himself from others; almost like there’s a huge block of ice between him and other people. This causes him to be a victim to bullying because of how cold he treats other people at times.

He has a bad habit of holding a grudge and easily blaming other people with his temper for things that may or may not be their fault. This causes him to hold a grudge against his half-sister for being born and taking over the family role that he was being raised and was struggling to take. What’s worse was it made him be pushed even harder to try and take that role back which made his anger and hatred grow. It is because of this that he had become a better person and he doesn’t feel like he’s accepted by anyone in his family because he can’t transform and he had grown up being told that he would be special and that he would be the one to succeed the family… until Lien was born.

His split personality is full of rage and almost like a completely different person. He becomes more aggressive towards others and he enjoys seeing other people suffering in pain. He doesn’t care who he has to push around to get his way either, so he tends to take a full coin flip around personality wise and he likes to try and hurt other’s and their feelings.

»»Family: The Xing Family;(please list names, ages, occupations)
»»Other Important People: No one.
»»Pets: None.
»»History:

Sage was raised with the belief that he was special and would be the successor to his family for as long as he could remember. He had felt the happiest when he was younger and had so much support. After his half-sister was born, however, things changed pretty fast. His entire world seemed to shatter before his eyes. He watched his family fall apart, but he didn’t quite understand at such a young age and he watched his mother basically tear herself up over what had happened. From then on, he seemed to have been pushed to constantly try to be better. It was as though he were being forced to take that position back in his family and it was a constant battle and struggled that he had to face.

He feels as though he was forsaken by God because he wasn’t cursed as well like his family and in a turn of events he had what he was supposed to take over stolen from him. He also finds it unfair that his half-sister is going to more than likely succeed the family because she was born to play the role of God. It is because of that that he loathes her existence and is bitter. He tries to play off an act around her at times in order to avoid trouble. His best solution, however, is to avoid her at all costs. He feels that that is the better solution that won’t trigger him to become angry and as aggressive.

His split personality, which he is unaware of, had developed some time in middle school. He had been pushed too far by his parents and it made him crumble completely. He isn’t aware of this side of him and feels that he just forgets his memories at certain points of time. Those points of time that he can’t remember are when his split personality take control and wreak havoc; and most especially bring pain to others. When he tends to come to from that phase he just feels nauseous and like he blanked out. He doesn’t quite understand what happens at that point, so he just tends to ignore that fact and figures that he’ll find the answer out later.

At school his entire life he had also isolated other people. People had tried to get close to him; even in his own family. He pushed every single one of them away because he didn’t want anyone to get too close to him. He had let someone in in the past. However, when his split personality had taken control it had destroyed that bond that he had had with a close friend. He lost them forever. They didn’t want anything to do with him, but he didn’t know why. He blamed it on his constant blanking out which he hates doing no matter what. After that, he pushed more people out of his world to where he ended up being bullied badly by some of the male students because of his attitude of not caring about what happens to him or other people. They despise him for his lack of emotions and feelings towards others. In reality, he just shut them off to keep everyone safe. He takes a lot of the beatings from the male’s because of his “I’m better than you” attitude as they like to call it and he doesn’t tell anyone in his family. When he is question on bruises or marks on his body, he simply replies that he just fell down.

When it comes to the Sohma family, he is intrigued to learn more about them. But, he also despises them too for disliking their curse. He feels that it is a true honor to be blessed to have that upon your family and because he was raised to hate the Sohma’s…He tends to judge them quickly without even taking the chance to get to know them.

He has a strong desire to be accepted and included. However, he feels as though he doesn’t truly belong anywhere. He feels as though he’s being left behind by not just his own family, but everyone else as well. It causes him to be paranoid and worried constantly about if he’ll forever walk the path of a loner and will never be accepted by anyone for his behavior, attitude, and inability and unwillingness to fit in with anyone. This even goes for normal people who are not cursed because he deems them unworthy of his time for the most part because they aren’t special or chosen by God to hold the powers that his own family does.

»»Alias: Flame
»»How you found us: Cross My Heart
»»RP experience: 4-5 years or so~
»»Your expected level of activity: Pretty high~

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